so ok so all men suck!!!!!!!!!!

im so sick of being used just because i am a girl doesnt an that you can do anything that you want to me i fucking have feelings.!

dont use me because you want sex! dont use me because you like me and i dont know what i want to do with my fucking life besides just wanting to live

you are so fucking lucky that i havent even thought about starting to cut again....... but then again i have started to drink not that i give a fuck ^^

i just cant handle being toyed with.

~tom: i love you and i still know i do i cant wait for you forever its hard for me to be alone now that i have dated you and fell in love with you... you are my drug that i cant resist. mostly that you make me happy in every way and being so far away kills my heart. ik that you want to get back together some day but when is that going to be?? i need to know so that i have some hope and a reason to live. i miss you and emma so very fucking much

~jared: you say that you dont want to get hurt and i dont want to do that to you i really dont i just wanted to know how i felt about you but you know what ik how i feel now.... you were different or so you say... so i didnt know and the fact that i just got out of a long relationship you should have just backed off. i need a friend right now more then fucking anything!!!!!!!!

~steve: i havent talked to you since really before i started dating tom and now that i am single you think that you can do everything under the damn sun. just gah for the fact that i almost let you im just a fucking weak person

~koda: thanks for making me feel like a damn slut.

JUST BLA FUCK MY LIFE!