so i have so given up o using movie maker to finish my animation and went over to using flash ^^ it is so much better i hate the schools network and stuff that i am done with it

but i am almost done with my animation and all i need to really do is but in the music and i am done. ^^ i finished my long credits ^^

but flash is being so much better then effin movie make was. movie make def doesnt like big files.

yesterday was an ok day not the best but when I got home I got the letter that I have been looking for... it was my letter from RIT!!!!! big pause but it was a big letter so I was like ok this is GOOD.


i opened it and I got in WOOT WOOT

YAY that is one less thing that I have to worry about a lol and it was the only college that I applied to so that is good lol

but I love my grammy I called them in arizona and my grandpy picked up on speaker and I told him and all the sudden my grammy starts to scream WOOOOOOPPPPIIEEEE lmao cuz she heard and was just waking up from her nap lol

so that made my day ^^

so ok I havent been on dev in ages thats because our school had gotten macs but there was no internet hooked up to it. but today we figured out that they hooked up the internet WOOT WOOT lol

so now i am going to add some stuff and up date

i have been really busy the a three minute animation that is due a little after christmas brake so i have been doing that and on the 6th i took my second round of SATs so that has taken up time too along with the research paper for english ugh so much too do lol

but o well

ok so this is really bad of me to be bashing unnamed but I have come to my breaking point.....
I really hate bashing people and I think that it is really immature of people

but when i dont like you I dont like you lol

i mean I am a really nice person and my bf and sterling tell me that I really need to start standing up for my self. and I understand that, I shouldnt have people walking all over me my whole life.....

so ok we have been friends for ever and Ive gotten really close with the family(I absolutly love them they are better to me than my own family) but I have tolerated the constant lying, complaining that everything is wrong about unnamed and everything about unnamed just the little things, and using my name to get to do things that unnamed wants and I never get anything out of it in return not even a thank you god damn it!!!!!! last year I was getting annoyed but this year our senior year I dont mant any more drama then I am already getting from gavin and megan ok I need to breath and have at least a little cooper room jeeze. unnamed has been sick with pnemonia (how ever you spell it IDC) making unnamed be out of school for 2 weeks I hate to say it but I enjoyed every god damn second of it. i really did and that sounds really mean. but when I think about it late at night when I cant sleep I relize that i would have never even talked to unname through out my whole high school years because we are that different when I am not hyper. unnamed is unnaturally hyper, complains about shit that doesnt matter, constantly lies about everything and what bothers me the most is that unnamed always has to have a significante other in their life and cant do anything with out them its pathetic i mean growing up together they were never this way and that is why I became friends with them in the first place!!!!

then there is me I am calm most of the times I am a loner by heart but I love the close people that care for me and I am really content with only like one friend and I can deal with that. I go with the flow dont complain and fix things on my own. I dont like people doing or having to reliy on people I hate telling people whats wrong because I feel like I am being annoying or just blothering people with my stupidity so I keep it to my self. I hate fighting with people and I cry when people close to me argue in front of me and there is nothing that I can do or say to stop it(this is because growing up my parents fought a lot)

then it comes to the last straw when you kick my bf ok I mean I was nice to every fucking one of unnameds significantes ok. ok i really disliked most of them but i didnt do anything phyical. i brought them places and was the third wheel for unname almost all my life and unnamed cant give me the fucking light of day for a god damn minute?????

ugh unnamed bothers me and its not like unnamed is going away anytime soon either I have told unnamed to leave me alone I have ignored unnamed. but unnamed still bothers to fix something that is not going to heal. for the past two days I have been taking stressed indused naps and the first day unnamed txted me waking me up and so the next day I turned my phine off so I could sleep because I just really am needing it but no she calls my house and calls my house and calls my house until I answer the phone just to tell me that OMG I GET TO WORK WITH THE KIDS TODAY OMG YAY.... i was like you have got to be kidding me I was trying to kittynap but what ever. unnamed didnt even appologize and got off the phone wow thanks for caring


ugh so I am done done with unnamed ok yea and bashing for a long long time!!!!!
wow sorry its so long even though poeple will not read it anyways....

well it has been a great summer ^^ trust me!!!!! when I say that lol well at least for me it is... lol was but anyways I really havent put anything new up on dev. *cries*! but I will I mean I am going to actually get to use the beloved photoshop again lol and finally get off my lazy ass and get all the photos that I have taken through out the whole summer and finially deal with them and put this3 or more pound thing that is infesting my head (prob not the word for that but it kinda sounded cool when I was thinking for a word lol) and getting to the work that lives for me lol ^^

I cannot wait.... yes this is going to sound weird for me but I have to say it and its senior year what can go wronge..???... (dont answer that lol)....ik its me right lol

but i am so ready to see everyone and get back to the hardcore working scene again ^^

cu soon ppl lol
<3 cooper