so I was quite depressed when I wasnt able to get on dev for a while. my computer is gay and I guess with them updating and stuff it made it worse but I am offically back ^^

so am really excited about my estate sale find the other day ^^
We found a (well i just found out that is a 1956) kodak signet 35 camera and it is in great condition and everything lol can we say that it is time for double exposurses the old fashion way lol

so I kno that mothers day is sunday but that should have nothing to do with today friday and tomarrow saturday. I mean i have to go to a bowling banquet that starts at 8 15 and I asked her if we could go easlier then we would normally leave for bowling so that I could get a monster and hang out with my friends and more importantly steve. lol

but she got all weirded out and didnt say a thing and went to the other side of the kitchen!

I mean I kno this kid dumped me b4 but come he has changed and I dont care if she hates him she doesnt even know him all that well and she should trust me enough to make the right desicions in life I mean after next year I am going to be in college and she is not going to be there to fucking hold my hand (thank god!)

but seriously she is keeping me so sheltered that I am prob going to break down when I find out what things are like with out her. and the fact that my best friend on the whole planet has a car right now and could drive me there cuz she is going to she is not allowing because she is afriad that jenn is going to crash the car or something stupid like that

but wow is all I have to say I am so pissed right now that I dont think that I can live in this house anymore so yea I am going to stopcomplaining since I am annoying myself lol so yea

ok so I almost broke down and cried because my mom and had to take my little woofie to the vet since we think she is sick. my stupid brother thought it would be funny to say that, the little woofie that I have had since i was 6, was going to have to be put down. I was so made at him I really almost did cry at that point but. so after school we dropped off boy (brother) and picked up woofie but instead of my mother listening to me and getting the short leash that she is easy to control in when we go for car rides and stuff my mom gets the walking leash that can go really far and is not all that go when you are in a small little lobby and my beagle wants to go sniff everything under the sun. (which is cute and adorable she had to know whos been where lol)

but any way ladys guy vet dude took some blood and a unine sample (which btw is not like it is for ppl. they actually have to shove a needle in the doggies bladder and get it that way. ever since we got home little woofie has been walking around the house and when she does go to sit she gets right back up poor thing so I have to put a little pillow so that he bottom is cushioned lol (she is spolied lol but I love her ^^)) and now she has to take antibiotices just in case poor thing and the vet has to do some tests and will get back to us tomarrow. but this one is worried!!!!

oh and the antibiotics my mom knows that woofie doesnt take meds from her cuz when woofie was a puppies she didnt take them from my mom cuz the tasted bad so my mom would shove them down her throat and I would freak out cuz woofie would be like chocking!! i was kinda funny even if I was upstairs I would run down in whatever little pink thing of a dress my mom had me in at that age and I would go and protect her (attatched much...yes lol)
so three times a day I have to give these plastic coated things to her. since she is going to be fussy about eating them plain she gets to have what ever I am eating at the moment lol (shhhh lol)

well since you all wanted to know there you go jk
but that is what happened and I needed to vent a little lol
^^

so some of the drawings that I have done in the past days / years are up but they are the ones that I could find so I still have to hunt my mess of a room and find the others lol that might take a while i am so mad cuz all of the once that I had were on my computer but I will get through this lol

grrr I keep for getting to bring my sketches and drawings into school since my scanner is being a poop face and my mom thought it would be funny if she just took any scan folder and hit the delete button and I was pissed since I was finally going to put some of my drawings here on dev lol

i keep being lazy lol

so I will some time put some of my work up on dev

just be patient lol and i hate that word too