FLM okay just FML

RIT sucks on the fact that i get no inspiration and the fact that no one will crit and help me out like it was at athena FML. theres no helping out saying that looks like shit and you need to fix this or that or try this and see.....

NO none of that only the fuck ass teachers that completely take over and say okay now keep messing with that and shit. WTF

this is shit and i hate every min that i have to deal with these fuck asses that act like they know everything and think that there the shit


well you know what JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP! I know im complaining and shit but im just sick of it..... i just want to get out of here and go home.

whatever im just going to sit here for the hour or so that is left of this retarded kiddy photoshop class and do nothing

so i have a job at RIT in the ice rental booth. its pretty cool there the people that work there are all really awesome and depending when i work there can be no one or a lot of people lmao

im not really liking my drawing class right now, my teacher is like only helping me cuz i "am doing it wrong" when i was freaken the only one who was doing the stupid exercise right.... what ever

i think this is going to be it for now i dont really feel good >.<

i need a job badly so that i can pay for things and go bowling this year ugh no one is highering the non-employed college bound kids that are never going to get through college with out a job..... what ever i dont care ill live in a box or ugh mooch off people if that will get it paid for.....

and i am totally not ready for college idk what i need but oh well and i just want to get this show on the road and get out of here. i am ready for all the stuck up rich kid brats the are RIT bring it on!!!!

in other news all ive been doing is carting my fat ass brother to his work and home again, cleaning my never going to get painted before school room, and FlyFF. but for once i am downloading new music YAY ^^ thats pretty much it

ive given up on the silly 100 theme challenge for no inspiration and i just pretty much am either playing flyff, looking for a job that im never going to get (ugh), or getting ready for RIT... and spending money on shit for there that i dont have.... f*ck.

so im pretty much ready to give up looking for a job and get ready to embrace the carboard box that has my name on it... since that is where i seem to be going. colleges suck specially RIT and other high tuition colleges that are just ready to put their students into debt and dont care. lol

but besides al this there is not all that much that i am doing different then chillin with tom and sleeping and starting to get sick that i think is messing my whole system up... shit at least i hope thats it

type ya later...

4-29-09
so i do get to go to states on friday thats in like a day or two and i only have like two things packed lol o well ill get there ^^
so while im there hopefully ill get to take some pictures there idk we will see i prob will chill in the hotel most of the time or be at the mall dunno yet its up to what ever kathy wants to do... lol



lol yay i get to go to states next month to watch tom bowl. ^^ im so excited to get to go out of town with him and his mom for a couple days ^^

and its the weekend before APs and my next driving test so i get to relax without my mom bugging me about it... lol


1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18.-Rainbow-
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22.-Mother Nature-
23. Stars
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34.-dying-
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Dreams
38. Abandoned
39.-cat-
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Two Roads
44.-creation-
45. Illusion
46. Family
47.-Deep in Thought-
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Playing the Melody
52.-eyes-
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67.-ramen-
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 75%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81.-Pen and Paper-
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96.-chain-
97. Safety First
98. In the Storm
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation